I think it’s happened. I feel like blogging again.

But alas, it’s neither the time nor place. I have papers to grade and perhaps that’s the reason blogging… or anything besides work, really… sounds so enticing.

How simple it is to say, “My happiness and contentment must not depend on another person,” but how difficult it is to embrace and live that. It takes faith in the steadfast love of God. I have to believe that His love is sufficient to validate me. Since I can’t see Him or touch Him, it can be difficult to believe that. I am trying. Right now, I feel I’m barely hanging on, but… I trust, blindly, that it will get better. And that I’m learning new things; not repeating the same mis-steps over and over again.


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